What are you going to do about it all?

You went into the trailer that you are staying in for the summer the other day. It was Friday evening if memory serves right and you got down on your knees and knelt over the bed and you prayed to God. Well what’s so remarkable about praying knelt over your bed, many do it regularly. Well it’s just not how you normal pray. You normally do pray, but not like that. It was a desperate prayer, the kind one dos when they feel it is their last resort. You prayed for direction and you rambled a lot. You seem to recall telling God that ware you are is inhibiting you from being fulfilled in all the areas you need to have tended with nurturing care if you want to not get sick. Areas like your religious and spiritual practice and expression, your sense of self, and your diet. Speaking of your diet you have continued to order soymilk tea lattes when stressed and off the farm and near a coffee shop. It’s not like you are being asked to do a lot of outrages tasks on the farm of anything like that, its just your mind wont let you not deal with things, hard to deal with things like your parents split (still need to write a response to your moms response to your letter), your lake of spiritual fulfilment and your deep need for a God centred life. So what are you going to do abut it all well… what are you going to do about it all?

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One response to “What are you going to do about it all?

  1. Dear Devin,

    I am sorry to hear about the difficult time that you are having this summer and your parent’s split that is no doubt causing you pain and anguish. I am not in a position to be of much help to you but I would urge you to open up to people around you who are in a position to help you. Getting some counseling from a spiritual advisor, or even a mental health professional of one kind or another, might be a good idea. Maybe some family therapy sessions with you and one or both of your parents could help you to share your feelings.

    I wish you well,

    Robin Edgar

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